Virgo Mars men have had the same effect on me where we just want to jump at each other and rip each other apart because the attraction is so intensely animalistic. These romantic flings/relationships have always been intensely sexually charged in a really primal sense which is addicting for me. I have 3H BML conjunct Mercury and Venus in Virgo.Ī lot of my most emotionally tumultuous relationships have been with Virgo Suns which had their Suns on top of my Venus and BML, and some of them have had their Suns square my Pluto which natally squares my Merc/Venus/BML. Embrace your Lilith, and she shall reward you freedom in any way. Instead, we need to observe her to understand her lessons in our life. Lilith is not something we should afraid of. Lilith is our darkness, our rage, our sexuality, that needs to be free as we grow up. Sadly, I can't reciprocate her feeling, but I truly support her sexuality. 4 years into our friendship, she finally confessed her feeling, and that's the first time she actually came out of her closet. I always had a feeling that her sexuality orientation is different from me. We also have Ascendant-Midheaven conjunction, Mars-Descendant conjunction, Moon-Ascendant conjunction. Her Sun-Mercury conjunct my True BML, her Part of Fortune/Anti-Vertex/North Node/Mean&True BML conjunct my Mars/Asteroid Lilith/Vertex, her Venus-Asteroid Lilith opposite my Saturn. Her birthday and my ex's birthday are only 2 days apart. We became sex addict and also too much power play, so we had to put it on stop. I'll make it quick, we both take each other virginity and it was where it gone wrong. We also have Ascendant-Descendant conjunction, Mars-Descendant conjunction, Sun-Descendant conjunction. His Sun-Mercury conjunct my True BML, his Mean&True BML-North Node conjunct my Mars/Asteroid Lilith/Vertex, his Venus&Asteroid Lilith opposite my Saturn. He became destructive and obsessed as he waited. He was really patient, waited for years, but I never came back. This relationship awakening my Lilith rage, and my need to be free and independent (this is very Lilith-like theme). ![]() But once we dated, it turned sour real quick, the blame is on me and my childish self. This relationship was truly a beautiful one at first, full of love. His Moon-True&Mean BML makes an exact conjunction to my North Node, His Moon-True&Mean BML trine my Sun, his North Node conjunct my Mars/Asteroid Lilith/Vertex, his Chiron-Asteroid Lilith conjunct my Descendant, His Sun-Pluto square my True BML, his Venus trine my Mars/Asteroid Lilith/Vertex. Now, this is a very painful one, especially on his part, full of regret on my part. ![]() ![]() ![]() Secondly, my first ex, who was my best friend at first. Fast forward, I help him with his issue with feminism. I guess it's because he lost his mother figure in early age. Let's say, he always degraded his female friends, a misogynist. He confessed to me years ago, but sadly I didn't feel the same. His Moon conjunct my Sun and his Sun conjunct my Moon (people said it's a soulmate aspect). Namely my best friend whose Venus makes an exact conjunction with my true BML, his Asteroid Lilith trine my Venus exact, his Mean BML&North Node conjunct my Mars/Asteroid Lilith/Vertex exact. Strangely, I always found my relationship with people who was born on second half of 1997 were unforgettable. Lilith's energy is really strong, I tell you. Personally, I have many of Lilith(s) aspects (especially conjunction) with my exes, friends and flings. Does any of you have Lilith theme relationship?
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